3 years later
My little boy was at play school and luke was at the studio with the boys so now was the perfect time to do this. For the past 3 days I've been having morning sickness and have been having weird carvings like when I was pregnant with dan so I decided to see If I was pregnant. I called my mum to Take my mind off it. "Hi mum how are you?" I said shakily. "I'm good honey, are you okay you sound a bit shaky" my mother's soothing voice calmed me a little. "I'm waiting to see if I'm pregnant again...only 1 more minute" I breathed. "Okay sweetie calm down and breathe. It's not that bad is it?" She cooed, the timer was beeping and I turned it off. "Okay mum thanks I am...." I picked up the test and looked. "Mum I'm pregnant" I breathed. "I..I have to go and pick Danny up. I love you." I said shakily. I hung up and placed the test in my handbag and went to the playschool.
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I was driving home when I heard Ashton call my phone. "Hey ash, are you okay?" I asked. "No is luke with you? We haven't seen him all week !" Ashton whined, I got nervous now. "No he's been in the studio all week with you guys, that's what he told me" I said slowly into the phone. "No he hasn't I tried calling him but he didn't pick up" Ashton said slowly too. "You don't think luke would ....cheat on me do you?" I asked shakily, there was a long silence for a little while. "Honestly, I don't know. I'd love to say no bit I just don't know" Ash mumbled glumly, I dropped the phone to the floor and tears slipped down my face. "Mommy why you crying" Daniel looked confused and upset. "Nothing sweetheart let's just get home" I sniffled. "Daddy said uncle calum is gonna teach me to play football like a big boy" He said cheerfully, I parked up and go out the car. "Don't believe anything your daddy says baby" I sniffled, his smile vanished and was replaced with a frown. "Can we play hide and clap like you and grandpa used to play?" He asked with a pout on his face. "Yeah maybe later me and daddy need to talk first." I sniffed and walked though the front door.
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Me and luke had been playing hide and clap all evening but I had not spoken to him all night. Me and luke were cuddled up on the sofa watching TV when I saw my evidence. A hicky on his neck, I felt my heart shatter into a thousand pieces. "When do you leave for tour?" I asked him as I kept my cool and didn't show my hurt or heart break. "2 days babe" 'babe' don't call me babe ever again. "Okay good" I sighed as I shifted of the couch and to dans room. I pulled a blanket over myself in the rocking chair and fell asleep. Why...how could he do this? We have a son and a family.
