Thomas Sanders Sides OneShots 4

I am happy - No ship

9:39am

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"I am happy.

I am always happy.

I can't remember instances where I'm not!

Because when I'm sad; it hurts.

It hurts to exist sometimes.

On days I desire to stay in bed for a few hours longer, or keep myself away from others companies - I'm being moody.

On days I snap at the other sides when they have annoyed me - I'm being dramatic.

On days I insult a side back when they did it to me first - I'm being mean.

On days I'm not myself - I'm pretending.

Pretending to be unhappy to get some attention.

I know. It's true. All of it. I'm happy and that's how it's supposed to be. I'm supposed to be happy, dramatic, confident and peppy. I'm supposed to annoy everyone around me. I'm supposed to not have an enjoyable presence. I'm supposed to be arrogant. It's my job.

And I love being good at my job! It's the best job I could ask for. Creating for our host? It's my speciality! Keeping his ego up high? I do it everyday! Make him go on small adventures to keep his life exciting? It's a piece of cake!

I don't have down days. That's just impossible! I'm not allowed to have them. On days my mind goes blank and I can't create - I'm hated.

But I'm always hated! So what's the difference, eh?

Seriously - those days are long behind me, kept in Thomas's early twenties. I can't go through that again- plus, I'll never run dry! One day spent in the imagination will keep me stocked up on ideas for months! The others' jobs are much harder, anyway. I mean, ever thought of what Patton has to do? Poor guy! He has to control Thomas's emotions so he doesn't start crying when he's happy, he has to direct Thomas to dogs to pet them because they are absolutely adorable!

Um, what else...aha! Thomas's right and wrong, keeping him from doing something bad.

Let's move on, shall we? How about our favourite nerd! His job is exceptionally hard, too! He has to...to...to keep Thomas from doing silly things! Almost...almost like Patton. Well, the two share the job! See, they share it, meaning it must be impossible! They have quite a close bond, and honestly it is adorable. Logan also keeps Thomas stuck to his schedule, making sure he eats, and cares for himself, which is wonderful!

What about Virgil? He must get it hard, too! Always on high alert twenty four seven, keeping Thomas safe and protected, while also stopping him from going out, because think of all the dangers the outside world holds! Truly, Virgil is doing an exceptional job at keeping Thomas healthy. Alive and healthy. Just how we all want him! Virgil is outstanding, extraordinary, even! With such a difficult job.

Me? Pft! I don't have to do anything! All I have to do is create ideas for him. For his videos and merch, for songs and scripts, nothing too difficult! I have to keep his self-confidence as high as it can be, which isn't too hard at all! I mean-yes, Thomas has admittedly stated he isn't confident with himself, and actually...doesn't have that much of an ego, meaning my ego and arrogance is...made up...BUT! That doesn't matter!

I am as confident in myself as Thomas is.

It varies. I suppose, from day to day. Sometimes it's hard...

But it's not! I was merely joking, no day is ever hard for me. Not a single day. Ever! How could I possibly say it is? I don't get into slumps. I don't have mood swings. I don't have days where I can't create. I don't have days where I feel so self conscious about myself I smash every reflection in my room and claw at my face to try and change it...

I don't. Not once. Not ever. How preposterous!

I am fine.

I am...happy"

Roman's friend from the imagination whistled, leaning back against the tree behind him. Roman looked up at him through his eyelashes, chewing his bottom lip.

"Wow, Ro" he mused;

"Deceit would be proud"

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10:09am