You've been struggling with depression and mental health problems for a while. You started self harming and drinking as a way to cope. And it was only getting worse since you and team TARDIS went on an adventure where you had to face your most horrific memories. You're all struggling to get through everything. Even the doctor herself. Everyone hopefully starts to get better and that's done by being there for each other. The doctor needed Yaz as her girlfriend and more. And you were finding it increasingly difficult to keep your feelings for Missy a secret throughout all the adventures you were having. This is a direct continuation of the voice 13th Doctor x reader (book two). You'll need to read both previous books to understand this one. Just saying the doctor is more of a mother figure to us in this book. Requests are always open.