More Than A Hookup| Smut

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"Do you remember what I said last time Leon?" I sigh, crossing my arms as Leon stands at my front door at midnight, seeking out another night of pleasure and forgetting.

He nods slowly, his eyes doing a sweep of my bare legs, they trail up and up past the thin robe barely covering me, since I'd just finished getting ready for bed and hasn't had time to put anything on when Leon came knocking. "Yeah." he mumbles.

I shake my head, pursing my lips at his refusal to even acknowledge my previous confession the last time we did this. "And have your feelings changed?" I ask as Leon locks the door behind him and begins to follow me to the bedroom.

"No." He says after a beat, but it sounds odd. I pause, turning back to face him as he shrugs off his jacket, tossing it aside. I narrow my eyes, but can't quite figure out what's so weird about him.

"Well neither have mine. I still have feelings for you." I shrug as if talking about the weather. It's always been hard with Leon, since meeting him almost a year ago we've been texting and sleeping together on almost a monthly basis. At first we didn't acknowledge it, but soon enough when we began to talk more and more, usually after fucking, I felt like we'd known each other our whole lives, I couldn't not fall for the man who trusted me with his deepest secrets and treated me like a queen whilst we were together for nights at a time.

"Well I told you-" Leon begins frowning as if ready to argue, but I hold up a hand to shut him up whilst I begin to untie my robe with the other.

"I know you don't feel the same way. You don't have to lie to me or anything." I smile, but deep down a part of me breaks. Leon nods, swallowing deeply as he begins to undress. My robe falls to the floor by the time Leon's clothes are gone. He walks towards me as I raise my chin, waiting to see how he takes me this time.

His finger raises to my hardened nipple, tracing around it as my breath hitches. All of a sudden he flicks it, sending a jolt of pleasure between my legs. "I wouldn't be lying if I said you were the most beautiful, smart and comforting woman I'd ever met." He murmurs, meeting my eyes.

Tears fill my eyes, "Just fuck me. Please just do it." I beg, needing him inside of me whislt also hating that I want him. Leon tilts his head, watching as a stray tear falls down my face, he leans down and kisses my cheek as if apologising, but that doesn't stop him from guiding me to the bed, he turns and sits as I stand between his legs, almost ready to collapse from how needy I feel.

"Is this what you want?" Leon asks, checking to see if I want to keep going. I nod, wetness pooling more and more. Leon's eyes dip down to my sex, two fingers glide across my entrance gathering the slick there, then he pulls back and sucks on my juices, groaning as I whimper.

I lean down, one hand resting on the bed beside his thigh as my other hand grabs at his length, stroking him as his eyes darken and widen. All of a sudden his arms wrap around me, pulling me onto him as his mouth attacks mine in a heated frenzy, it's messy as I grind against him, practically mewling for him to thrust inside of me. In a quick maneuver Leon flips me over until I'm on my back, he hovers over me as he positions himself, ever so slowly sliding in with ease.

"Fuck," Leon groans, "it's always so good with you." I cry out as he pushes to the hilt, my legs wrapping around him as he begins to set a pace, fucking me so deep our bodies begin to move further up the bed. Our sounds synchronise, skin against skin and moans matching groans, our heavy breaths intertwining as Leon's lips catch mine, silencing my growing cries of pleasure. As Leon tries a new angle I'm completely boneless, nails digging into his shoulder as I lift my hips, begging for that blissful feeling.

It doesn't take long for my release to build, my walls tighten around him as it grows and grows, until finally I snap and come undone. Leon watches, eager to see my face and what he's doing to me. But it isn't enough, I need him deeper.

"I want to turn around." I say, still feeling sensitive. Leon's eyes widen in surprise for a second before he nods and pulls out enough for me to turn onto my stomach and lift my ass for him. His hand grabs it and gives it a squeeze before he lifts my hips higher and finally thrusts back in. I scream out, clutching the pillows as Leon mercilessly obeys, he's desperate to seek his own pleasure too.

His hand grabs the back of my neck, gently squeezing but pushing me down so he can balance better, but it only makes me feel more dominated. More loved, even if it's fake and in my head. Another wave begins to build, and once again after mere moments I come once again, Leon's name leaving my lips in a muffled cry. Leon stills, his own release spilling into me until we're both spent.

Eventually he pulls out, falling onto his back beside me on the bed as we catch our breaths. I grab a tissue from the side, wiping myself up before passing one to Leon. He takes it, and then we're now once again back to facing our feelings.

I turn onto my back, staring at the ceiling as I wonder if Leon will leave sooner than usual. If my earlier reconfession has scared him into opening his mouth. I'm rewarded with an answer soon enough.

"Y/N?" He softly asks.

"Hmm?" I reply, my body a brick that's too heavy to move.

"I love you."

I freeze. I think I even stop breathing as my eyes widen, my head slowly turns to face Leon, but his just staring at his linked hands, wringing them with unease.

"...what?" I whisper shakily.

He shrugs, finally facing me. "I love you. I know I lied and said I didn't, but I do. I...I never allowed myself to have anything real in case it got ripped away from me again, but I can't lie to you anymore. It's not fair on either of us, so yeah...I have feelings for you. Pretty fucking strong ones." He huffs a nervous laugh sitting up and grabbing his underwear as I do the same.

Silence passes between us from the revelation. I break it. "What does this mean for us then?" I ask as I get into bed, gently patting the empty side for Leon to join me. He does, slipping under the covers as we sit up against the headboard.

"I don't know. More than a hookup?" He smiles, coaxing a laugh from me. I dip my head down, attempting to sort through my racing thoughts.

"I guess we'll have time to figure it out, right? If you want?"

Leon nods, meeting my eyes before gently pressing a careful kiss to my lips. It's different from before, less eager but more meaningful.

"Yeah, I think so." He whispers, pulling me into a cuddle.

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