Yoongi is not happy
A/N: Mentions of eating disorder behaviors, self-depreciating thoughts, overexercising, etc. Please don't read if things like this make you uncomfortable or are a trigger.
Seulki sat down, feeling dizzy. She forgot how much dieting could take out of you. They were in the middle of shooting a video for their new song and she wasn't sure she was going to be able to pull through. She jumped when something cold was pressed on her neck. She turned to glare at Jungkook who was smiling down at her. "Water," he simply said.
She took it and gulped it down. "What do you want to eat? Yoongi hyung said he was going to order food when we're on our way home." Seulki didn't answer right away, blinking her eyes rapidly to rid the blacks pots that were appearing in her vision. "S? You there?" Jungkook waved his hand in front of her face, starting to worry. "Namjoon hyung!" He shouted.
He stood up to go get him but Seulki's hand shot out and gripped his forearm. "Kook—I'm gonna pass out." Sure enough, two seconds later she was slumping over as Jungkook supported her, yelling for Namjoon. Members of their crew and their manager ran up, taking her off of him and back to the green room.
"What happened?" Namjoon inquired, getting irritated when none of the staff were answering. "She told me she was going to pass out and then just did." Jungkook said, linking his arm with Namjoon's. They've all passed out before, it was nothing new. However, Jungkook didn't think he would ever get used to one of his members fainting in front of him. "She hasn't eaten," Taehyung spoke up and the other 5 heads snapped to him.
"What do you mean?"
"When was the last time?"
"Taehyung-ah!"
He held his hands up, willing everyone to be quiet. "She was acting weird last night. She told me she was going to the gym but she still hadn't been back by the time we all went to sleep. She didn't eat the food I left in the fridge for her either."
"And she only had a banana this morning." Jimin muttered, face turning flat and cold. Namjoon sighed, staring briefly at a peacefully sleeping Seulki before turning to the others. "Get her to the car, let me go talk to the director. We'll have to reschedule this." The other nodded, Jungkook picking her up bridal style with ease and carrying her to the car.
When Seulki came too, she had a pounding headache and was confused as to why she was in her bed and not at the shoot. Did she just dream all of that? She groaned, sitting up and feeling a twinge of pain in her stomach. Hunger pains. She sighed, getting up. She needed to shower. She flicked the lights on and jumped to see Yoongi and Jimin sitting on the couch in the room, staring at her.
"What the fuck?! Why are you two just sitting in the dark?!" She yelled, clutching her hand to her heart. She was thoroughly convinced all of them were trying to kill her from shock. Jimin crossed his arms, narrowing his eyes at her. "Maybe we'll tell you when you care to tell us why you're doing this again." She closed her eyes, massaging her temples. Her head hurt too much to play the guessing game right now.
"Look, oppa. I'm not feeling good so, can you please just tell me what has you pissed at me?" Yoongi snorted, standing up and walking to the door and coming back with a plate of food. "I bet you don't feel good. Eat that." He said, putting the plate in her hands. Seulki chewed on her bottom lip, mentally calculating in her head how many meals she would need to skip to make up for this. "I knew it!" Jimin said, jumping up and taking the plate from her.
Her shoulders slumped and she sat back down on her bed. "I'm sorry," she mumbled. Jimin sighed, sitting next to her and pulling her into his lap. "You can be sorry but our question was why, Seulki." Yoongi cleared his throat and Seulki knew if he was able to cross his arms right now that he would be. "It was the comments, right? On your teaser video." Seulki's eyes went wide. "How did you—you found out?"
Yoongi let a ghost smile grace his lips. "If you haven't noticed, I have a lot of free time on my hands lately." She couldn't help but to chuckle at that. Jimin tightened his grip around her waist, resting his chin on her shoulder. "You need to eat. It's only been a day and you passed out. So, we're back to regimens again."
"And set schedules." Yoongi chimed in.
Seulki leaned her head back on Jimin's shoulder. "I have Harin at my apartment right now. I can't leave her there by herself." Jimin raised a brow but didn't ask. They could get into that story later. "You're busy anyways, she'll understand. You can always visit too." Seulki smiled weakly at Jimin, wanting to just go back to sleep.
"No sleep. I want this plate cleaned off by the time I come back with dessert." Yoongi said, holding the plate of food back out. Seulki scrunched up her nose, wanting to vomit. Jimin pinched her thigh lightly. "I'll grab mine and we'll eat together." She nodded once and Yoongi sat down next to her, handing her the food. "I'm setting up an appointment for you to talk to your therapist again." Seulki nodded. She was in no position to disagree and besides, she knew she needed the help.
"Maybe the dietician too?" She suggested, glaring at the plate of food in front of her. Yoongi placed his good hand on her knee and gave it a gentle squeeze. "I'll do it. I'll have the dietician come by tomorrow when you have a bit of free time."
"I'll be here too!" Jimin called out, walking back in with two plates of food. Seulki felt her stomach drop. Did he really expect her to eat two plates of food? She was relieved when he handed it to Yoongi. "We'll eat together," Jimin smiled happily and Seulki let a small smile paint her face. She picked up her plate of food and every time they took a bite, she did too. They were really good at distracting her with conversation and before she knew it, her plate was empty.
She couldn't help but smile. Sure, she was always going to struggle with this. But she had the best damn friends in her corner.
