TBS imagines

Newt- nightmares

I sat with Newt overlooking the ocean. I felt the sand beneath me, sinking down. Satisfying swish sounds  as the waves rolled out into the beach and back out to the sea. It was so peaceful. It was wonderful. I rested my head on Newts shoulder and he kissed my head.

"We're gonna be happy here" I said.

"Yes"

"We can watch the sun set, relax together in peace, no more worrying about wicked and we can spend the rest of our lives together here"

"Of course love"

"I love you"

He stopped and looked at me. I sat waiting for him to say it back but he didn't.

"Y/n you need to get over it, it's been two years" he said.

"What?"

"Forget it"

"Forget what?" I asked "Newt what are you talking about?"

I looked down to my lap.

"It's over Y/n, I'm gone, you need to get over me"

I looked back up but Newt was gone.

"Newt?" I called "NEWT!"

My eyes snapped open and I jumped up from my sleeping position in bed, screaming and thrashing.

"NOOO! NEWT! NOOO! HE'S NOT DEAD! HE ISN'T DEAD!" I bawled.

Minho and Thomas came rushing into my room. Minho got next to me and took me in his arms, cradling me as I weeped into his shirt.

"Nooo" I cried.

"Shhh it's ok it's just a dream" he hushed, he turned to Thomas " every night this week, this can't keep happening"

"Minho there isn't anything we can do to stop it" Thomas reminded him.

"It's been happening for two years man! It needs to stop"

"He's not coming back" I sobbed " I want him back"

"Y/n it's ok we're here" Minho lifted my head.

"Your not him. Your not him! I want him"

"I know,I know, I miss him too"

"I can't do this anymore!I can't live without him"