Marvel imagines pt.4

Hydra born pt.2 🌿 Peter Parker (requested)

Song: Ariana Grande - safety net

Sorry it's short!

'What are you doing here soldat?'

Bucky walks into your room to find you sitting in the window again. Staring out into the streets of New York.

'Y/n...'

'Hmm...' you hum a reply, not even sparing him a glance, Bucky sigh. It's one of the bad days again.

He's had many himself after the use of that horrible machine, so he knows what you're feeling at the moment. Regret, guilt, depression. That's also the reason why he's your handler at the moment.

Nobody else gets to see you except for him and he knows how lonely that feels. Especially after they tried to bring in new people, especially Peter.

'Bad day?'

You nod your head slightly, but you don't look at him yet. Your head still leans on the glass as he sits down in front of you.

The red rims show him just how much you're feeling right now. You're so different from when you met him. You're no longer that scared little girl, now you're broken.

'Is he okay?' You ask, Your voice weak and raw.

'Y/n it was an accident-'

'Is he okay?' She asks again but your tone is more stern.

'Yes... Y/n he's okay...' he tries to take your hand but you flinch away, hissing at the pain going through your body.

'They're sorry... for having to do that...'

'I deserved it...' you quietly mutter under your breath.

'Listen I know things seem bad right now-'

'They seem bad?! Bucky I almost killed Peter! That's more than bad!' You lash out making him flinch a little. Regret fills your when you see the way he looks at you.

'Nobody blames you... but listen to me when I say you'll be okay, yes it might take some time but look at me.. I turned out alright, after doing the work I got there..and you will too... I promise...and you didn't even go in as long as u did, I'm pretty sure it won't take that long for you to fully heal...'

'Until then I don't want visitors other than you..' you comment making him frown. 'But-'

'I can't hurt anyone else...I've already done enough...' tears blur her vision.

'Hey...' this time you let him take your hand. 'If you don't want that it's fine.. I was just surprised... I'll be here everyday Okay?, let's get better so you can see him again...'

'Yeah...' you nod.

•••

A couple months later

You've been doing better, having Peter in the back of your mind really helped you through it. The doctors said that everything should be out of your system now and that whatever the trigger was, it's not there anymore.

But still you have been dreading this day, sure you've met up with everyone else but still, Last time Peter was your trigger, you're afraid he will be again and that you permanently expel him... from.. life.

'Y/n..' you startle at his voice, you freeze, afraid to turn around and face him. 'Y/n please look at me..' he pleads.

'I should've told you.. none of this would've happened.. Peter I can't turn around... I'm afraid of what will happen if I do...'

'I know you're scared but Y/n... I'm okay, I will be okay... whatever happens we can deal with it...I missed you so much..'

You take a deep breath before slowly turning around, baby steps. You open your eyes and see Peter, he's not injured anymore, it's like nothing happened, like he wasn't fighting for his life a couple months ago.

'Hey...' he says with a smile. 'See? Nothing happens... you're you again...just like Bucky... I was the stupid one... I should've listened to you... I should've kept you in my sight...'

You wrap your arms around him. You bury your face into his neck and he kisses your head. 'You're okay.. I will never leave again.. I promise...'

'You're my best friend...'

'You're mine too.. and best friends look after each other...'