Jay stop ! You can't keep doing this to me .. what am I doing he ask. You Know .I Say Firmly . He says oh ..OK .. I see. I'm not trying to at this time , he laughs . I smile . Well ur talented . He smiles. How talented ? He ask . And laughs .. way to talented for your on good. 39 to 109 .. huh. I say . no 40 he says wow. OK u need to go. I can't . I say ..he says u want me to leave baby ? I give him the look . He says what ? In his I'm not doing anything voice .. Jay I think u should stop calling me that. I say. He looks at me and says I don't want to . Ur my baby ... not right now I'm not .I say.. there are restrictions when ur not dating me.. oh so I can't love you or call u my baby. No more . He ask .. JAY I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO THIS. IM NOT SURE, I GUESS IM JUST MAKING IT UP AS I GO . Jay stands up he's done when I yell. Melanie I'll stop , I'm sry . He walks out the door ..FUCK ..
when the next Saturday came about Tam and I had planned one of our famous breakfast get togethers we planned we shopped we got up early and we look Hella cute !! I'm making breakfast for 14 people. I've made so much food tho. Tammie and I stand at the counter putting the last min touches on the food. When all of our closest friends arrive and Jay is with them. I haven't seen him sense that night or heard from him. I worked all week and haven't had much time to even think about him. Sounds crazy but it's not .. tosha says Mel I love the onesie. I say target . She smiles . We sit down and begin eating and the first topic is what's a complete deal breaker ? Like what's the one thing u refuse to do in bed .. we always go around the table each person says a topic and every one else has to answer .you have to ! Or u leave the group. We have done this for yrs.. and it's always so much fun. So it's my house I choose the first topic and this is it. Total deal breaker. And go .. I get to answer last. CUZ it's my topic .. Tammie is first. She says I'm not licking no booty . Jay says rim job . Tammie says no rim job. We all agree and next is James who is next to Tammie . He says period sex. We all look around the table some agree and most say it's awesome. Tammie looks at Jay he says love it. .. I smile and they all laugh. It's tosha turn she says back door . No booty sex ewww. We all laugh each person around the table has to answer. . We all look at Jay .. he says I haven't ever ,but I'm willing to try .. we laugh .. and the guys say u lie . U haven't ever ? Jay says no . They all look at me I put my hands in air I say not with me for sure. And Jay says it took me mons to sleep with her. I didn't have the kinda time it'd take to talk her I to that .. they all laugh. I look at him , u wouldn't have gotten it ever .. Jay says bet .. they laugh. Next it's Barry turn he says ok .. I refuse to let a girl sit on my face .. every guy looks at him , we have got to hear this explanation Joe says ... we laugh. He says I had at female pour ... in my mouth. I puked .. I've turned beet red and put my face down ... i can't .. Joe says what's wrong Mel ? Have u done that. . Jay is bright pink faced when I peek at him. He's smiling from ear to ear tho .. they all say melanie ?are u a squirter ? I die ! I can't. They ask Jay well .. I look at him like I'll kill you. He says no I loved melanie for her charming personality .. they all laugh so hard . OK I'm now pissed off. must have been why u cried .. I say . Jay is smiling .. he says that was cuz u scare me .. I say I know sissy boy . They laugh. Molly says I'm next . I refuse to have sex with more then one person. We all laugh. , she says I can't understand that. .. when they get to me to answer I instinctively look at Jay. .. he looks at me with his question face .. I don't think I would . It's not for me either. Jay says maybe it is and u just don't know it. Maybe you believe that ur good enough to talk any female in to anything. He says I am. They all laugh. he says I got u ... I say ehhh.. OK . Nina says my turn .. she says I will never ever take it to the face !! We all laugh. Molly says no !! Tammie says no!! Jay looks at me and shakes his head NO . Barry says Mel . I Say hell naw. It's back to me. I'm pouring my self some oj. At the counter . Jay 2 ft away .. I say I'll never swollow .. they all say bs.. no one agrees with me .. we been here for hours and they all left. I'm cleaning up the huge mess when Jay starts helping me. He says so never ? I look at him , confused he says u won't ever swollow ? And he looks so shy and adorable. He's red faced and laughing a Lil. I look at him and say nope . He says why. Because it never goes away. It stays in ur system forever.. he says yeah. I say idk.. maybe for my husband one day .
