When I'm serious seriously convulsing harder then I ever have . I'm almost in tears. .. very very fine line between pleasure to this degree and some what painful.. Jay pulls me to him he's hugging me saying I love you I love you ssshhhhh baby its OK . Ur OK .. hey I look up at him . He says are u OK baby .. I say yes . He says I'm sry I shouldn't have done that to u .. I say yes you should have !! I mean you can do that again !! He smiles . I say you've been holding back on me ... he says I can say the same. .. I say oh yeah.. he says we are gonna have fun .. I laugh. One of us may not survive this .. he says I'll go with a smile on my face .. I say my face will say pain but I promise it's all pleasure. . Jay says u make some serious pain faces . U scare me make me think Ur in pain .. I'm not . I say. He says I know Ur not because you will be soaked ..I turn away he says don't get shy on me now . You looked me in the eyes while you ....I grab his mouth don't say it . He laughs .. he says it was the sexiest thing I ever seen in my life !!! I mean that Melanie .. I say OK and look down .. he pulls me to him and says I'm serious baby. I say OK .. he says I love you so much . Please tell me I can come home ... I say yes ..he says baby I promise you no matter what I'll never ever cheat again. I say I won't either .
