The wedding is in a week .and today is McKenna first birthday party !!! Wow a yr old . We have been parents for a year I tell Jay as he wakes up .. it's 6am . And we have SO much to do today. Tammie will be here at 7am and marrissa who lives 4 houses down now. Will walk down here at 8am.. she has to feed her Lil man and her big man breakfast. The party starts at 1:00pm we have a moon bounce arriving at 12pm it's hello kitty .the whole party is hello kitty themed I love it . This party will be huge. Pose to be 87 people here . Oh wow. We have so many friends and family members!! It will be OK . Tammie and I made 4 different stations with card board boxes tables. We cut letters out on the cricut machine and covered the card board with fabric this is too cute. Each station has what it serves at it ..one says popcorn one says Popsicles one says hot dogs one says drinks . We have lots of tables one is set up with McKenna's huge hello kitty cake that Jeff made. It's the actual shape of the hello kitty head like 3 d. It's so awesome it turned out so good. There are 87 cups cakes around the cake they are white icing but spray painted with icing in a can thats dark pink glitter .. so dam pretty it took me all night to make them. I had to use marrissa oven too. There is a long table for gifts . We have 1000 balloons . Mark got two helium tanks and him and Jay blew up all the balloons last night and place them in our garage .. all we have to do this Morning is just put it all together zare is on her way now with the table clothes she used for my shower .. they will work perfect .. I get up and make breakfast for McKenna sissy Jay and I. We sit down and eat. Jay says are you really ready for the amount of people that is gonna be here today . I say wow I know right . Jay says it's gonna be kinda cool today. I hope not so windy tho . I say I know.. I tell him I kept those huge sheets of card board tho so when we do light the candles we can block the wind and or dun for pics .. Jay says dam ur good woman ..we laugh as Tammie comes threw the door never ever knocks she oh so very pregnant like due yesterday .literally due yesterday. I smile and walk over to my very miserable best friend for life . I hug her and say your a mess I told u u didn't have to do this ..she says nothing short of this baby girl falling out of me would keep me away !! Jay says not during my breakfast please .. Tammie laughs . She says come here birthday girl aunt Tam got u something so cute !! As she's lifting my heavy child .. I run and help her. She says Mel I'm fine .. Kenna loves Tam . And can say Tam which brings my hormonal bestie to tears every time like now as Kenna says Tam Tam Tam. . Tammie is eating my child's face off. Kenna puts her half chewed banana in Tam mouth. Tammie says yum.. Jay says ewww. We all laugh. Jay says aunt Tammie watch McKenna and sissy pants here while I bath my wife . She agreed . Jay and I are standing in the shower Jay is literally bathing me when he pinned me to the wall face first to the tile and is in .. he's making so seriously sexy noises as he's rubbing the front .. he's all about it this morning! ! Yes !! I say as he's giving it his all . I'm certain I'm being a Lil too loud .. but this is too good . Real good . He turns me around and drops to his knees I'm back to the wall now and have one thigh on his shoulder . He's holding me tight .. and making me Convulse hard. I just slide down the Wall and lay down under my man. He says I can't wait to marry u Saturday. I say I know baby I can't wait either .. he's in again and is going strong ..seriously strong .. my head hit the tile wall and he burst out laughing .. I say ouch.. he pulls me down across the very slick soap tile floor and says sex scars are the best. He wraps my legs around his waist and says lock em baby. I lock my legs around my man and off we go .. this is love ..and well hard core sex.... yes .win win. !! An hour later I'm sitting at my vanity doing my make up . Jay says after Saturday you will eat u hear me ..I look at him in the mirror . He says I'm serious u took it to extreme. I'm 5'2 103 pounds .. I'm very thin . I know this . But the dress looks so dam good . Like wow. Cinderella style . Sissy says u look better then Cinderella mimi. She wants me to wear glass slippers .. I laugh. I tell Jay I will I promise. He says OK. And kisses me on the back of my head . He's ready .and he looks smokin HOT I still can't comprehend I'm gonna marry him .. he's mine. For life ..
