4 days has passed and I'm losing my mind. It's Saturday morning and I haven't left the house or done anything. I have to talk Jay in to letting me actually get off this couch other then to pee .. he brings me breakfast which is .. eggs toast fruit . No lie .. he is watching my meals. Makes me drink 8 bottles of water a day. ..I'm gonna stab him .. he's been doing his Google research . I'm so over it ..imma run away from home and sit at a sonic and eat for a few hours .. then go to sb .. and drink ..coffee .. I can't. I need my coffee !!!
I say Jay I have to get out this house Today .. he says baby the doc said a week . I said Jay I love you. But imma run away from home. Please take me somewhere .. he says sry I can't because u have to get ready . I look at him. He says well u said u wanted to invite the family over and tell them all .. so I kinda sorta invited ALL of our family over . I look at him I smile and take off running . Jay is with me in a Nano second. I'm head first in the toilet .. I've gotten all of breakfast up. I turn on the shower . Jay says baby ? I say yeah he don't like ur crap breakfast anymore then I do ... Jay laughs hard .. he says the list of food is clear and coffee and cereal wasn't on there . I say fuck ur list ... as I'm stepping in the shower .. I wash my hair and bath .. but I stand there for a while .. Jay is bugging out . I have to get to a doc who can tame him .. Jay holds my hand while I'm getting out the tub I'm gonna bug out next .. he's just lost it. Who can I get to help him leave me ALONE ... I'm thinking very hard ..Jay says he ... I look at him huh? Jay says you called the baby he . As in a boy . I say oh yeah. I want a boy. Jay looks so shocked .. really ? He ask. Yes .I say Jay says I want a girl .. game on. I say. Jay laughs .. two hours later I'm just now feeling a Lil bit better I'm dressed and a pair of not so tight Capri pants. They are loose enough. I'm right at 5 weeks . So it will be at least another 3 ,4 mons before I show ... I have a super adorable crop top tank thing on. It's not showing my belly but it's just at the top on my Capri pants ..I slip on my flip flops.. I pull my hair up in a pony tail . And splash on very Lil makeup. Just enough to cover up the bags .. I've looked sick for a few days. .I'm not getting any sun light !!!! Jay won't let me breath ....unless he approves the dam air .... ugh. I can't do this for another 7 + mons! !!! We will put him to sleep till HE is born .. . Family is starting to show up. They are outside with Rick cooking out .. drinking . My sister Dee ask Mel u want a wine cooler ? No I've been sick sense my last moment with liquor. . They all know i had a night where I over served my self ... we all walk outside but Jay grabs a chair and says here baby .. I look at him bug eyed . He smiles . Jay says in my ear it's a Lil warm out here .. I'm gonna stab him Rick puts all the food in the house and yells come get it .. we all laugh . Rick made hamburgers and hot dogs , I'm starving and these burgers are calling my name .. Rick tells every one before we eat ... everyone is looking at Rick Jay says sit right here baby . I sit in front of him .. he's behind my chair . Holding my shoulders .. Tammie is right next to me .. Rick points at me .. I say we'll hall know I went to the hospital the other day for dehydration well I'm pregnant! ! Everyone stops .. not a word. .. pen drop silent . Then all at once everyone is cheering and yelling congrats !!! They all come by one by one and say congrats and hug me. Yay!! Except my sister pat.. she's like so I have 4 kids . We didn't celebrate my pregnancy! ! She didn't even come by me . Jay hugs me and says fuck her .. I smile up at him and he kissed my lips. Everyone is like awwwww. I smile .. I stand up and grab a plate .. Jay says I made u a salad . That's it !!! I set the plate down. I kiss Jay so sweetly . And walk to my room I pick up my purse and my keys .. I walk around the other way so he can't see me .. and walk out the front door get in my car .. a few minutes later I'm sitting in the drive thing at sonic. I'm having a burger the size of my head. .. tater tots a blast and a route 44 sprite with green apple flavor ... yes!!! So dam good . 20 mins. Later I walk threw the front door and Jay walks up to me I'm holding my sonic cup .. straw in mouth .. smiling .. Jay says baby ? I say yes .. he says why did u do that . I say cuz I was starving and ur fuckikg insane if u think imma live on carrots for this pregnancy! ! I walk past him into the dining room where all my family is eating. They said why did u go to sonic .. that's rude .. Rick cooked all this food, well because my baby daddy has gone lost his mind. He won't let me eat anything that didn't grow out of dirt !!!! Zare says be dam !! We high five !!
