A few hours later I'm loading up the Suv.. it's definitely time to get home .. the cabin home. As I'm unpacking the food I bought for this week and the other items . I see Jay outside playing ball with the girls. He's smiling and laughing. He never allows Kenna or sissy to win. Ugh. Ass hat ! I see him answer his phone. .. he's still playing as he's talking. .. he hung up about 10 mins later. As I'm putting the fruits and veggies in the fit water to clean them. .. Jay brings the girls in the house. He says Keith and his family wanna get the girls in a few. They are gonna keep them at there house tonight. Sissy says yay!!! The love them. I say ok. .. I'll have them ready. I feed the girls and they get another shower and get all dolled up. When Keith arrives. Kenna is over the moon. She screams uncle Keith and runs full speed. . He's saying who's princess. She says urs. He says dang Skippy tutu .. she laughs. He hugs sissy and says ur ready to go swimming. Sissy says I have our bags !!! I hug Keith.. Jay says hey man thanks. I tell them by. They all walk outside.. Jay help Keith load the girls up. . 10 mins later Jay is back. .. he says can we talk now. I say yes . He says I think u know this has to do with Matt texting u. How long melanie. I say a yr .. he stands up and walks to the room. I say it's not what u think. It's not like that. He just ask about Kenna I send him pics of her. And he sends gifts.. nothing more. He sends me pics of Ethan. Nothing there Jay. He says nothing here any more. Melanie. .. I look up quick. What ? He says we tried too many times. And one if us is always fucking up this marriage... Jay it's not over. Stop being over dramatic!! He looks at me. Hard . I say what ? He says I can't keep thinking ur fucking him. The rest of my life .. I'm not !!! I scream. He don't even live here u ass hat. He's back in Italy!! Jay looks at me .. Oh. Yeah. Oh. He took Ethan from marrissa .. he has full custody! And he's back in Italy. Well u seem way to chummy with the bar tender too. Oh fuck Jay. I'm his boss. That's it. Get a grip. The only one who has done any wrong here is u. You stayed out all night. And then fucked me raw .. Jay looks up quick. Well if u wouldn't turn me down every night. Maybe I wouldn't take it. .. take it? I ask. He looks away. .. are u admitting to raping ur wife Jay? He looks at me like I'm the most retired bitch he's ever laid eyes on .. he quints his eyes when he's very mad. And them slits says he's beyond mad. .. he walks up close to me. He looks in my eyes and says I DID NOT RAPE YOU .. the voice says don't fuck with me.. I say yes u did. . He says DON'T SAY THAT . You didn't ask me. U took it. YOU DIDN'T SAY NO .. ur right had I said no. It would have turn u on even more. Ur that fucked up. I whisper as I walked away. .. Jay follows me in the bedroom. What are u saying melanie. ..? Nothing Jay. Yeah. I remember we were not gonna judge each other. We weren't gonna think bad of the other one. .. huh. I say. That's before u started taking it. .. that's different Jay.. he says it was OK so long as u wanted to be turned on. But soon as u don't want me it rape. .. really melanie. What's really going on here. You couldn't get enough of the new sex. . Then u didn't want me at all. .. are u sleeping with another. ..? I walk away .. he walks in the bathroom. We're I'm picking out some bed clothes. He says are u. ? Look at me !! I haven't even looked up. He grabs me by my arms and push me up against the wall. He kick the door shut hard. He grabs my face and said u better answer me. I laughed so hard. . He's so mad !! But he's promised me he'd never hit me. And he hasn't in 6 yrs .. so I'm not even gonna let him worry me right now. I say so u went to her last night? He says what ? No. I went to see Frankie. At the skate park. .. Oh okay... melanie are u having an affair. ? No. Jay I'm not. .. this is all so ridiculous! Let go of me. .. he steps back. I push him hard as hell. And kick him as hard as I can. NOW BITCH DO NOT EVER PUSH ME OR HOLD ME LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN. I SCREAM AT THE TIP OF MY LUNGS. I'm not taking ur Bullshit no more. I walk out the closet feeling 10 foot tall. Lmao. Fuck him ! I've been over him for some time now. .. and he antics ... ugh. Done . As I'm walking to the kitchen Jay snatched me up off my feet and carried me to the bedroom. He's mad like way beyond reality mad. He's snapped. .. he locked the door and push me away. ... I'm standing there. Like ok what now. He says take them off now. I giggle like wow. Then bust out laughing .. he hasn't cracked a smile yet. He walks close to me and grabs my shirt and ripped it straight off me. In shreds !! I look shocked .. I'm certain I look shocked. Cuz I'm shocked. The shirt hit the floor. And I was standing there in a bra and shorts .. he says if u wanna save the rest take it off. NOW!!! I walk over to the bed and sit down. I take my shoes off. I lay back and slip my shorts off.. I stand up and look up at Jay watching him watching me .. I slip my panties off and under do my bra .. when I'm naked I lay down on the bed. .. he is taking his clothes off. ... I lay there and don't move. He steps in front of me .. I don't even look. I'm looking at the ceiling.. I feel the tears pouring out my eyes .. they are hot tears .. he walks over to the wall and turns off the light. I feel him crawl on the bed ... he lays down beside me. He puts his hand on my belly. He's rubbing so slowly. I have not moved .. he starts kissing slowly down my chest and belly. He's moved my legs apart and has went down. I lay there not moving. He's slowly kissing and being so sweet about it. It feels good. But my head is so not in this moment. He sits up and inserts two fingers. And my head went back. He knows I can not resist this. It's the one thing .. the only one thing I can not resist. It feels so dam good ...
