12:49 pm and the back yard looks like candy land . We have so much for the kids to do and play with. It's completely perfect and my princess has on her birthday dress we have a hat that says birthday pincess. And we have the number 1 on everything! ! Her dress is perfect light pink with many ruffles .. she so cute hair in a silk bow made by molly ! It all looks so awesome !! I'm in baby birthday party bliss zare says Mel it looks so good we look at everything. . She says they will start to arrive soon.. I say yes let's open the gates .. we open the gates that open to the back yard. Both gates have signs. It's says McKenna's first birthday !! With many balloons. We have a huge sign in the front yard says party is here with balloons . So many baloons. Jay is holding McKenna she is so happy. Bouncing up and down. Tammie gave her a toy early it's a rattle that sings .. Kenna loves it .. we started the music it's kids bop! And sissy who is so cute today . Is singing and dancing .. sissy is wearing a jumper suit it's multiple colors of all pastel and white keds. I pulled her hair up pig tails .. she's Uber cute . She says Kenna is my baby to Jay .. Jay says then ur my baby she says OK ..and runs off. Jay looks at me and winks .. he's talking to matt. Ethan is so dam adorable he's walking now . And I wanna eat him alive .. I chase him around he's laughing so hard he falls over I snatched him up and say who's baby he says mimi .. I smile so big .Matt is watching . Ethan has his tiny arms around my neck and he says wuv .. I die . I say marrissa he said love ..she says yeah he says that now. I say no he said it to me ..she says duh he loves you. I'm in awwww. I love this kid.. he kisses my nose . His tiny hands on each side of my face . Omg this is baby wuv.... we see people walking up to the house .. I give Matt his son and I take McKenna and walk outside to greet my friends and family. I see Bea and Maria and I launch my self at them I hug them so tight Omg I didn't know if tall would make it. Bea says come here angel to Kenna. .. she's kissing my baby so much Kenna is smiling so hard .. Bea says come on we gonna go get daddy . I say he's in the house .. Maria says wow this is so beautiful. Looking at the back yard done up so . I say thank you . She says here we brought presents she has a bag big enough I could get in it . I take it and molly says I'll take it. .. her daughter is over 3yrs old now and she is running around .. so cute . She says mimi I eat cake . I squat down to her and say Lynlee we will have cake very soon as I hug this child and tickle her. She says ur my best . awwww I kiss her face .. she takes off running. molly says ur her favorite! I say yes .. we laugh I see Keith and his family walking in The gate I walk fast to my uncle Keith and hug him his wife and there kids . Molly takes the gifts and puts them on the table . I see my sisters and there kids walk n . I hug them and says thanks for coming . Tosha says I'm here let's play as she hugs me .. I laugh. I know that she will be the life if this party. She's the best when she's not drinking and today there is no liquor allowed.. she says here molly and gives her a bag . They hug. Everyone is hugging everyone. We are so southern .. we just love our hugs. Tosha picks sissy up and says we need a hot dog. Sissy says yes we do. .. everyone is laughing . They go to the hot dog stand. I've give all the kids fake money to buy the stuff from the stations . It's fun and learning. . I look up and see , there is like 60 people here so far . When I see my ex his wife and there two kids walk in the gate I'm so happy I walk over and say hey and hug them both . I'm talking to them as Bridget and Jen. Walk up . Hey I hug them Jen is about 4 mons pregnant and Bridget is 6 mons pregnant. . I tell them they look so cute .. OK so everyone is eating and drinking when I hear McKenna cry . I can't see my baby threw the crowd I look and look .. when I see Jay getting her from Maria.. he walks to me . I say what is it monkey? She not happy! I need to make a bottle ..Jay says I will . OK Bea says she wants me back and takes McKenna. And is now feeding her icing .. McKenna is content
