The family that came here from Memphis for today are staying here. At the cabin we have them every where , but for now they are all in the movie room watching a movie . Maria is making popcorn ,and soda . I whisper in Jays ear I need to talk to Sam . He looks at me . I say please he's been my friend for so long and he came here . Jay says u love me? God yes Jay. I do. .. he says ok. I love you .I love you too. I look at Sam I say hey can we talk . He says sure .. I walk up these steep steps very slowly . Sam is behind me . Watching my every move as I was told later on... I take Sam to the kitchen , I hug him so tight . He says congrats ! As he hugs me so warmly and lovingly . I love how much he loves me.. I make us some sweet tea . And I pick up a plate and make some peach cobbler I warm it .and I warm Sam's too. I put ice cream on both . I put one in front of Sam he says ur never gonna change are u? I look and him he's smiling so big. . What? I ask. He says if u eat everyone around u has to eat .. I say Sam if u can't gain a few pounds with me for my daughter sake we can't be friends anymore. .. he laughs .. by all means anything for her.. he touches my belly and held his hand there. For a while. I say she's tired been a long day .. he says yeah. I sit down beside him and start on this delicious ness... I say Sam I'm so glad u came . He says anything for you . But he looks sad. I smile. We talk for a while . When we walk to the steps Sam hugged me again .. he says I go first . He wants to walk in front of me so I don't fall. I never knew people worried about pregnant woman so much.. I get to Jay and he says yall been eating again. He licks my cheek and says ice cream .. he's smiling so hard. He says u ok. I say yes I'm great . About an hour later I tell Jay .I have to go get ready for bed.. he says HEY . Everyone in the room looks up at him . He says I'm going to bath my wife. We will be back later have fun . They say u have fun too. He says oh I am . And puts his hands on my hips .. I say we will be right back . Jay makes me walk up first . We get to the room . And I'm ready for a shower and bed clothes . Jay pulls out some sleep pants they are deep gray with Navy stripes. He takes out socks and underwear .. he sets them to the side .and walks over to me. We are in the massive closet . I've pulled out some maternity leggings they are black , I've got a black tank and a white maternity top that's long . I get socks and panties . I set them on the counter . . Jay says how can u be so dam beautiful? As I turn to him .. I say I ask myself the same about u every day ... he says I'm beautiful. I say yes . Very and sexy and swauve . He laughs .. we step in the shower and Jay let's me get under the water first. He starts rubbing my belly. He says hey baby girl how are you ? I say she's very happy now that daddy don't keep mommy from eating . Jay says u been eating all day . I say I know. I just can't get full. He says then u keep eating till u feel better . But ud feel better if ud feed her something healthy .. I look at him .he drops down on one knee again and has his hands on both sides of my belly. He's got his lips on my belly. Kissing her . He says I love you McKenna . I melt . He says you should be a sleep by now tho . Cuz I need some alone time with mommy .. I laugh . When we get out the shower Jay says I wanna make love to you. But not now. We have company to tend too. I say later please ...and Jay hugs me .he says no doubt! We laugh.. a few minutes later we are back down stairs talking to every one I'm laying on the love sac with Tammie we are kinda whispering to each other... the others are pretty loud so they can't hear us .. Tammie says we need to talk .. alone. I look a rest her concerned face. She says Mel. It's OK . Nothing bad .. I look up because I here the door at the top of the stairs bust open hard and Rick says Jason come up here now it's grandpa I've never seen Jay move that fast he was leaping three steps at a time. ...
