We are standing out side on the patio deck thing. With about 40 people around us. This event has been catered we have food every where .. I haven't stop eating all day. I've had 20 bottles of water and the best home made punch ever, Maria has done well.. I look up and crowd seems so big. I need to take another bathroom break .. numerous times an hour .. when I walk out the bathroom Jay walks up to me you ok baby he says as he's wrapped me in a huge hug . I say yes. Baby I'm fine. Just have to pee every few minutes I rolled my eyes .. he smiles at me so big .. he says u hate me for knocking u up huh .. I look at him like he's crazy No! I do not. I say. Jay I love you and I love this lil turtle .. he says she's a turtle now .. I say this week .. we laugh . Jay kisses my lips so sweetly he says I love you so much. He whispers in my ear , choose me . I say always . He looks at me , are u sure ? He ask . Yes ! I say always . He smiles. . We walk outside I've talked to everyone here twice and it's started getting later. And the caterers are placing food on the tables again .. yes !! New foods . I walk over to one table and see potatoe salad . Omg! Yes I need that . I really need that . I'm putting a LOT on my plate when I hear Jay calling my name. I look up at him like boy u better not mess with me till I'm done with this plate. But I see the most beautiful sight .. it takes my attention it's the very beginning of sun set .. the sky behind Jay is orange ,blue ,white , and green stripes .. it's so perfect I stare .. Jay says Melanie. Baby come here .. I finally look at him. He's eager . He's on the deck I walk over to him and I stand in front of him thinking he's gonna say something in my ear .. keith is next to me and says here I'll take ur plate . I look at him like be dam.. he smiles . He says I'll guard it with my life .. I look around wondering why does Keith wanna take food from me .. I'm very pregnant and very hormonal! I'll bite you ! I finally give him my plate but the fork is mine . Jay takes the fork out of my hand and gives it to Keith .. I'm confused. Jay is looking at me strange. What .. Jay drops down on one knee .. I see ,my mom, Dee,Tammie, sissy, sam! , and every other person that is very important in my life !! They are here .how. they ate here I look down Jay is still on one knee the sun is setting perfectly behind him .. he's smiling I'm crying tears rolling down my face at seriously fast speeds it's all in focus now .. they came I cry harder . Jay is on one knee I cry harder .. Jay says Melanie , I love you with all my heart and soul. Your my everything . I wanna spend the rest of my life with you and our daughter . Will u marry me . He's got the ring ! It's so beautiful. But that's not what got me Jay has tears rolling down his face .. I say YES !! Jay leaps up and hugs me so hard. He's whispering in my ear. I love you. I love you baby . When Jay released me . Tammie has to be first she hugs me so tight .she says omg. Mel . I'm so happy for u , she's crying so hard. We just hug so tight for so long .. every one is hugging Jay and I . This goes on for a long time. I finally say where is Keith ? Keith says I'm here sweetie.. he reaches to hug me and I say where is my food ? He laughs .I put it in the house . He says I'll get it . No ! Keith come here .. I hug him. In his ear I say u think he finally figured it out ? He says yes he did . that boy loves you. So much. Men don't cry with out the deepest love . I smile at Keith he says I'll get ur food . I say yes . I have sissy in my lap she says mimi. When is ur baby gonna get out ur belly .. I laugh I say soon . She says I need to see her now . Jay walks up and squats down in front in me and sissy he says no sissy our baby isn't done cooking . Sissy says she's cooking in there , she in shock . We laugh .. I tell Jay I need to talk to him . He says ok .. Jay takes sissy to Tammie and says watch her please I need to steal my wife ..
