When we got home my mom says congrats to Jay and I . I smile .. I'm sitting on the couch Jay brings me a blanket . And a bottled water . I smile ....and it begins .and few minutes has passed and Tammie comes flying threw the front door are u OK ? I saw u was in the hospital! ! What happen ? Are you OK ? Mel .. Jay says Tammie slow down. She's fine . Really the doc says no drama or stress .. I'm laughing . Tammie looks at me .. I say come here my Tam .. sits next to me .. I say aunt Tam I'm fine . She looks at me and we burst in tears .. she rubs my belly and say yeah I say yeah .. she hugs me .. Jay kisses my forehead when Tam moved back he says I need to talk to dad .. Tam says dad to dad .. and Jay smiles .. Jay is gone . And Tam says what happen I tell the story .. and she says wow . Drink up !!! I open the bottle . A few hours later Tammie leaves and Jay comes to sit next to me , he's been watching me like a hawk looked in the room at me 70 times and said u OK. ? Yes Jay I'm fine .. we sit there .. Jay turns to me and says where is ur purse ? I look around it on the floor . He says I need that script so I can get it filled . I give it to him . It's like midnight .. Jay says where is ur phone I take it out .. he holds his hand out I put the phone in his hand .. he is texting someone .. and then he looks at me he says where are u birth control pills? I take them out ..he says these are trash now I don't want u to accidentally take one .. I smile.. we talk to the doc about them . Doc says it's fine I had taken them but no more .. I got pregnant on the pill .. hmmm. Jays soldiers are strong .. I lol .. Jay says what's so funny. I say ur soldiers are strong ...he laughs .. he's been wearing the perma smile sense we saw the dot .. Jay says are you happy about this ? I look at him and say I am . Are you. ? He says very . He puts his hand on my face and says I told u last night forever . I meant it. I still do . He kisses me . I'm wearing the perma smile now .. he says how long do we wait before we can tell everyone. I say u wanna tell everyone? He says I wanna scream it from the roof tops . Baby. ..my baby is having my baby .. he smiles .. I was like we can tell the family first then we can announce it to the world .. he says whatever u want my baby momma ... he smiles so hard . You couldn't wait to say that huh . I say. . he says u have no idea.. I laugh .. he says u need some sleep baby. For my baby .. I say our baby . He says yes our baby .. I say OK . He says come here we lay down on the couch cuz well we don't have a bed. Dam we need a bed .. omg we will need so much for a baby .. no stress . Jay puts his arm around me but up around my chest .. I smile .. we are both gonna worry our selves sick over this baby .. I turn to Jay. I say the last thing I remember was crying and I saw the ground moving toward my face .. what happen Jay. He says I had my hands on ur shoulders and u just started falling . I caught u right before u hit the ground. Ur did the hit the ground. I had u .. but I laid u down on the ground and called 911.. when they got there they said u were OK. Vitals good . Oh OK .. we get comfortable. I'm a sleep so fast ... the next Morin I wake up and walk to the kitchen and pick up the coffee pot and cup . Rick says ummm wouldn't u rather have oj? .. I snap quick .. no! He looks at me .. oh .oh hell nah ..no no no .. Jay walks in and says what is wrong with you. Dad no stress... Jay says to his dad ... I say Jay I can't do this I need coffee .. I love coffee... I sit at the table .. Jay looks at me tilts his head looks out the top of his eyes and says u love our baby more . Rick hands me a tall glass of oj. Jay hands me a bottle of water . Ugghhhh I drink the oj. And the dam water ... Jay says where is ur phone its ringing .. I say on the table in the living room .. Jay is talking to whom ever called me ... he walks in the kitchen he says I'll bring u the papers from the hospital today. He says OK thanks man here u can talk to her .. I take my phone hello. Jeff says hey girl u OK ? Oh yeah. Jeff I'm OK .. u can't tell anyone just yet . But I found out after I passed out that I'm pregnant. Jeff says oh wow . Congratulations. I say thanks. I hang up .. Jay says . You need to relax today so imma. Get u set up and imma go get ur script , take the papers to Jeff .and then I'll be back to pamper u .. I look up in my man's eyes and smile..
