Jay removes my bra and pulls me to him he's kissing my shoulder but I feel the tears pouring down my back. He's really crying like just sobbing silently .I feel him take a really ragged breath.. he's shaking bad .. I'm crying too. .. he says in the most upset sad haunting voice ever ...I love you .. he can barely talk .. he pulls me tighter to him. He's holding the back of my head in his hand . I'm face to his chest to now. ..he says please lay down baby please. .. I lay down and he lays next to me I turn straight to him and cry hard I hold him so tight. I say I love you so many times ... he says sshhhh baby its OK. It's OK. .. I'm so heart broken. This is love .. he rubs down my belly and I'm shaking. He is too. I can feel his hand shaking .. he says I love you and I can't lose you ever again. Please don't .. he's crying really hard now. The words are so pain filled .. each word cracked .. I hold him. He's rubbing my side .. and it has me seriously turned on .. he says I'm sry ..no more games ever again. I promise ..ur the only one I can't live without you. .. he puts his face to my neck. He's crying I feel the tears running down my neck and chest .. OK I'm really scared . I've Seen Jay cry once . When grandpa passed .. he's never cried like this ..that I know of .. he's not letting up .. he's rubbing me hard down my hip .. he's got a death grip on me .. he says I love you. ..in this tone ..i cry so hard . I say Jay please ..please make love to me. Please .. he pulls my panties off he's hovered over me as he pulls them off and I feel the tears hit my thigh . He lays down beside me he's making these S shapes on my belly ..he's kissing me softly ..yes I'm so past wanting him. I need him so bad .. he says don't rush baby. I'm not leaving . Your not leaving me . I want to take our time .. please . I need to love you.
He says I've missed you so dam much I've been so lost without you. He's still crying .. I say I've missed you too. It hasn't been easy I need you ..please let's fix this. Please ..I put my head down he says it's fixed ..it's fixed now. .. im not letting u go again. Ever. He's moved his hand between my legs now and pushes in I lost my breath ..it had the feeling of ...shit..i don't even know. I can't explain. It was amazing !! This pleasure was so beyond anything I've ever felt. ..i lean my head back ..and cry . Jay Says please baby please come home with me .. I shake my head yes ..I'd agree to anything right now . Oh my.. I feel so good I can't even .. I know Jay knows this. He's breathing so hard. .. I touch him and he makes this sound ..he kisses me hard. He says baby its been two mons.. I let go .. he says no baby don't let go .. I touch him again. He leans into my neck I can feel him making this face. It says oh my .. I can feel the blood coursing threw it hard .. that vein is massive .. the main one ..it's throbbing .. he's panting so hard. He holds me tight and don't move for a few secs.. he's calming down he rolls over on his back. I roll over to him and kiss the side of his face and feel the tears I kiss the side of his eyes I can taste the tears .. I'm holding him. He whispers I love you .. I roll over on top him he puts his hands on my back I kiss his soft trembling lips ..he's just laying here crying .. he says I'm sry baby. I'm just hurting so bad .. I feel scared ..my heart is aching .. he rolls over on top of me. He's kissing me so softly and yet passionately it's bliss but I'm so wanting him. .. heart body soul .. I've never ever felt this much all at once.. oh my how I need him. Not just sexually I need him in every way possible. . He's lays beside me. I cry softly Jay please .. he pushes in and I'm gone ..it feels so good. I'm crying with pure pleasure now. Its so good. Jay whispers I love you and I convulse so hard .. I love you I pant cry whisper .. he says all mine ..all mine. I say yes .. he rolls over on top me and he's in so slowly so sweet .. he's making love to me ..and I need this more then air .. he says are u ok baby ? I say yes .. I say are you. ? He says yes . It's so emotional and sweet and loving. .. Jay knows how to love me .. like nothing I've ever known. He whispers it feels ...so ....good. I shake my head yes.. and I hold him .
