Jay stop ! You want me ? He ask .. as he's taking my clothes off .. I push him away .. I walk out the bedroom . I'm standing at the counter holding on for dear life .. I can't talk about doing one guy to my husband then do him. Sry I don't down shift that fast .. Jay walks up behind me ..he wrapped his arms around me he's got his mouth at my ear. He says play with me baby please .... I stop breathing . He says come on .follow me he turns and has my hand I follow behind him holding his hand when we are in our room he shuts and locks the door and turns off the light .. he pulls me to him. He says you wanna make love or do you wanna play .. I say play so light it was barely audible. . He says Melanie you have to be serious. And u have to be absolutely sure . I say I want to . He kisses me lightly feather light kisses on my lips . He's taking my clothes off .. I reach for his shirt . He says I got mine .. he sounds mad. I've decided no matter what happens from here on out I'll just agree and not ask him anything . He says lay down . I get on the bed and lay down on my back. A minute later he's on the bed next to me .. the night light is on our daughters night light that is plugged in the wall next to our bed. Which means i can see his face .. he looks so mad ..is he mad at me.? He is rubbing my thigh but looking me straight in the eyes .. he says u sure baby? I close my eyes .. I'm scared Jay . I whisper . He says ur pose to be .. now do u want to or not he says in his mad voice . I say yes .... he says turn over on ur stomach .. I flip over and lay my head down on the bed .. he hasn't moved .. he says put ur arms down. . I put my arms down by my sides .. he's still not touched me .. he says spread ur legs .. I do as I'm told . He waits .. it seemed like a long time .. he pulls my hair over off my back and neck with out ever touching my skin . I feel so bare .. a minute later he runs his finger tip down my spine starting at my neck down my back to my tail bone.. slowly ... when he reaches the tail bone he stays there .. he's rubbing my ass slowly . I'm already breathing different. . I listen but I can't hear him breathing .. he runs his finger tips only up my back and begins the S shapes on my back. He's barely touching me. But the effect is good .. I feel him get up he's leaned over my back he runs his tongue up my spine his hand is on the bed at my hip I breath out and I feel him grip the cover . He's kissing my back feather light pecks .. I can feel him breathing on my skin . I feel so relaxed now .. Jay is running his finger tips Down the back of my thighs .. I feel him Kiss my ass cheek... then bite. I move out of surprise. . He says don't move baby . He still sounds mad.. I want so bad to ask Jay are u mad at me ? But I'm not .. it will just make it worse I'm sure ..I'd much rather having him kissing my ass literally. .then cussing me out .. I feel him kissing down my thighs .. and the back of my knees . I feel him spread my legs farther apart and run his finger up my inner thigh .. my skin feels so hot .. just when I think he's gonna push his fingers inside me. he rolls me over on my back I look up at him and he looks so mad. Like smolding extreme hot in the most angry face way.. it's got me so turned on ..but terrified too. He won't look at me .. he says touch me . He's looking at my chest not my face at all .. I wrap my hand around him and squeeze . he closes his eye tight and his mouth dropped open . umm yes I like this look .. I move my hand up and down while holding him tight . His breathing has changed .. he puts his hand on mine and says stop I let go immediately. He pulls my hand to his mouth and kisses it slowly .. he opens his eyes and they are so dam dark brown no they are black .. he looks so mad .. I reach for his side and grabs my arm. He's been on his knees right next to me ..but he gets off the bed and says don't move I'll be right back .. he slip on his sweat pants and walked out the room .. I roll over to my belly and sob ..
