Sander Sides One Shots

Bad Day

W A R N I N G S

-Self Harm-Panic Attacks

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Virgil hastily pulled his sleeve up and readied his razor, he couldn't...he couldn't do anything but cut. He went over his arm repeatedly, watching as he started to go deeper and deeper, as the blood started to flow down his arm and drip onto the floor of his bathroom. 

He fell to his knees as he gasped for air and wiped at his eyes the back of his hand. His hair was all mussed up from his running his hands through it earlier. He was having a difficult day and he just wanted a way out, but recently, his only way out hasn't been giving him much of an out...

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"Virgil! Hurry up, we're filming a video at nine and you need to dressed and ready." Patton knocked on Virgil's door, they had planned on filming a video with Thomas yesterday and Virgil promised to be there.

"Coming!" Virgil hadn't gotten much sleep last night so he accidentally slept in a bit later than he had meant to. He had just put his jeans on and he was looking for a shirt as fast as he could.
"Virgil, what is taking you so long?" Roman walked into the room and noticed Virgil looking through his drawers like a maniac, he had been shirtless as he thought he had a shirt ready when he had taken his off to begin with.
"G-give me a minute, Roman." He wasn't even looking for a shirt, he was too worried about Roman seeing him without a shirt on so he was passing every shirt in his drawer.

"Virgil, just put a shirt on." Roman walked closer to him, moving him out of the way so he could reach the dresser himself, he found a long purple t-shirt and quickly put it on Virgil, who was a blushing mess by now.
"Now, let's go shortie." Roman turned around and walked away, stopping at Virgil's door to look behind him.
"Let's go!" Virgil snapped out of his and scurried to other side of his room to grab his hoodie, he slipped it on as he made his way out the door. Closing the door behind them, he couldn't help but worry about whether or not Roman had seen the scars on his arms.

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"Verge, you're being quiet today, are you alright?" Patton whispered to the darker trait, he tried to be secretive about it, but of course Logan had picked up on it.
Virgil looked up at Patton, his eyes were tired and he had zoned out before Patton had started to talk to him, he unconsciously pulled his sleeves down as he looked at Patton, he couldn't help but think about what had happened earlier and whether or not Roman had seen his arms.
"Yeah, Pat. I'm fine." Virgil didn't try to pull a fake smile, he was too far into his head to do it.

"You clearly didn't get enough sleep last night Virgil." Virgil's attention was quickly put onto Logan, he didn't think it was that obvious. 
"I did though..." Virgil mumbled, looking down at the ground. He had gotten more sleep last night then he had in the past few weeks.
"Falsehood. You can hardly keep your eyes opened and you're clearly zoning out. You don't look like you're listening to the group conversation at all, considering you usually add your input in."
"T-That's not true..." 
"Virgil?" Virgil looked up in Thomas' direction. 
"Yeah?" 
"How much sleep did you get last night? We can continue this later if you need to go get some more rest."
"No! No we cannot. I want to get this done now. Virgil can get more sleep afterwards. He's still awake and thats all he needs to be for the video." Roman crossed his arms and looked at Thomas, expecting him to listen to him.
"Virgil's rest is more important than the video." Thomas claimed, looking at Roman with a parent-like expression.
"That is not true. As much as Virgil needs to sleep, Thomas gets paid fro making youtube videos, and getting paid means Thomas can pay the bills and buy groceries, which are both things that keeps him healthy." Logan pushed his glasses up as he finished his statement, he looked around the room to see a very confused Patton (he wanted both Thomas and Virgil to be happy and healthy), a very happy Roman, a very expressionless Virgil and Thomas was also confused as to what to do.