WhiteGXRoblox's Slice of Journal

17th August 2020, Monday - Pre introduction

How's today?
Pretty average & Okay

Small Self-Introduction

I think I'll just introduce myself a bit, But nobody would read this anyway. You can call me "WhiteGXRoblox" or just "White" (Maybe C.H.X?)

"White" Or "WhiteGXRoblox" is the name/identity I use on the social media, internet. Like YouTube, Twitter, Steam & Other. Also Game's username. I play ROBLOX, Grand Theft Auto: V, Need For Speed Series Game such as NFSMW 2005+2012,ProStreet,Carbon,Undercover,U2 and many other games. And I don't even think it's needed to write entire list of game I play so I will just keep this short.

Today is 17/8/2020. I am 17 years old, Form 4 in Secondary School. I live in Malaysia. My race a Chinese but most people just say just because I am Chinese that I live China. No, I was born in Malaysia as a Chinese but honestly I never been to China. My life is probably average, I don't understand other people life.

I can claim myself as a "Introvert". Because I write more than speak. Most of the time I speak on the internet is in Discord and Online Streaming. My social skills is still not good, I am bit of shy to speak to people. Not to mention, It's hard to start a conversation with Female classmates. I can say I am almost the most quiet one In the class. But there's a reason, I respect other people's privacy & spaces. If they're having a conversation I wouldn't interrupt or just join the conversation. I only think they treat me like a weird guy. But I don't really mind since after the day I stopped them from bullying me at around 2018. That time I was brave enough and fight back and even got school headmaster involved. But that doesn't matter, What matters now is present. My goal is not getting a girlfriend, that's too early for Young adult. I have friends but not too many. Most of them are Anime Otaku or average nerds.

I am not sure If I'm acting cold, emotionless, Kind, Open-minded. I just pretend those emotion whenever I need to. But remain as somewhat kind heart, People think I am a odd person. I usually go pick up trash in the class floor If there's nothing going in class where everyone is either sleeping on the desk or just conversation with others. My reputation is below average. Yeah, I am below average grade student. Every other subject like "Science, History, Math" is not acceptable and only "English" able to get around 80% score multiple times. Sometime I get A or B. If I am lucky enough, I pass in other subjects. I am happy enough to sit by the outside window.
Sometime I just get too emotional and may cause drama, But I'll take that as my a mistake of my personality.

Watching the beautiful scenery outside, There's trees, forest & school field. With that wind blowing my face. it feels good, better with calm music where I can relax my heart and could stay that way. That's why sometime I return to school a little bit late, Staring at garden, talking to English teacher, or just slow at packing up my bag.

I can say I am a small Otaku, which people call me weeb for watching bunch of Romance Comedy anime. Which I like those. One of them is "Kaguya-Sama: Love Is War" including the Manga a few times and other story titles too.

I have a YouTube Channel which I used to making ROBLOX videoes with other low-efforts blog video. If you wanna check it out, Go ahead. Average Gamer who store 3,000 images of Memes and satires on their own phone. I guess.

Today's event

It's last 2 or 3 day of Exam. Today the subject exam is Moral Education & Chinese (Paper 2). I usually just slack efforts and doesn't care about the score of unnecessary subject. I care about the most are Science, Math, English. History is what I am worst at but that's first few days. As usual, After few naps on the desk. I just stare & enjoy the scenery outside. That bird chirps in the forest, flat & green field. With that little wind blow through my hair. It feels good to sit by the outside window. If I find anything else interesting, I'll just write it here. When there's free time.