Razorblade Romance (Ville Valo Fanfic)

35. Helldone Part I

Maybe it was the anxiety, but I felt Ville moving a lot during the night many times. I couldn't sleep well myself, so I woke up early. I left him in bed, he would have a long day ahead. Seppo called me and asked if everything was alright and if we need anything. I told him Ville was still sleeping and he said it was okay, Ville should be at Tavastia only in the afternoon for a soundcheck.

As it was too early, I went to his bed again and tried to get some sleep, but it was useless. I looked at him, and he seemed tired, sleeping heavily. Maybe it was because of last night and I smiled to myself. After an hour or so, I was facing him, almost sleeping again, and I felt him almost jumping. "What is it, Ville?"

"I slept too much, am I late?"

"No, don't worry. You needed to rest."

"Oh god. I was having nightmares that I missed Helldone."

"You must be anxious."

"I am. A lot, actually." He got up, and he wasn't wearing anything. He caught me staring at his cute butt and giggled. "Like what you see?"

"You know I do." I smiled at him, and felt my face burn.

"I just love how you get all shy, kulta. Come, let's eat something." He put his underwear and his sweat pants. I picked a t-shirt for him. He gave me a slap on my butt while we were going upstairs and I protested. He pressed me against the wall and kissed me. "Last night you were insatiable." He was staring at my lips.

"Are you complaining?"

"Not at all." He kissed me again and lifted me, taking me to the kitchen.

We had a small brunch and he wanted to walk a little, even if it was -17C outside. I went with him, at least it wasn't snowing. We didn't talk much, I saw his was still anxious and I let him be. This miserable weather was hard to get used to, but I tried to not complain about it. I knew he was anxious too much ans wanted to clear his head. He held my hand all the time, sometimes he would pull me closer like he was protecting me from the wind. Some people stared at him, but thankfully they didn't stop him. Today wasn't a good day for that.

We walked into a convenience store. He bought a pack of cigarettes and a newspaper. I was checking an English newspaper when he touched my arm, showing me a magazine. It was the same I saw yesterday. "Look at us, kulta. Dancing on the restaurant." He looked at the photos really amused. "You look good in here. So sexy." We laughed and he started reading it to me. The salesman was staring at us, realizing we were the pair of the front page. I blushed.

"'Ville Valo and girlfriend - name still unknown -', what a lousy work. 'Danced and celebrated with HIM's band members, not caring if they were in public. Looks like Valo is back on the game.' Jesus. These magazines are so awful it's funny. But the pictures are good." He laughed.

"At least now they acknowledge me as your girlfriend."

"I liked the 'mysterious girl' title." He giggled.

"I keep thinking when my classes start. Will people recognize me? Oh gosh."

"Most likely, at least people who read this shitty magazines. That bothers you?" Ville seemed a bit worried.

"No. It's going to be funny, I think. I don't care much about it." I wasn't so sure. This was news to me, I still didn't know how to react to it.

"Yeah. I hope it's not a problem for you. Nor a new argument for your mother against me."

"Don't mind her. We are way past the point of no return. Anything she says against you... whatever."

He kissed me. "But I feel bad I'm causing this crack between you and your mother."