BULLIED

Story 254

What type of bullying did you experience (cyberbullying, teasing, name calling, physical altercations, etc.)?

teasing, cyberbullying

How old were you when the bullying started?

14 years old

Who bullied you (please be vague by using terms such as old friend, classmate, neighbor, etc.)?

classmates

How did you feel while you were being bullied?

So sad, alone, scared, suicidal, stupid, depressed, unloved

How did you feel after being bullied?

I dont know. I had mees in my head and still felt scared and stupid but now its better. Im not 100% happy, but its good

Have you told anyone you know that you were bullied?

My best friends, but its didnt help.

Why/why not?

Cuz I thought I will be feel better. But I was wrong.

How long were you bullied for?

half past year year in old school and half past year in new school

For the first time, sorry for my imperfect english, Im from Slovakia.

School system here, is kinda different so I will try explain it.

I dont know if I can call this bullying but I want say U my story.

And the last thing before I start:

In my story I will be talking about 1D cuz this is one of reason why I was victim of bullying, but dont stop reading this! I want say you how bad bully can be.

Everything started in 8 or 9 grade.

I was depressed girl, loner without friends. I wanted be alone and every lunchtime I sat alone on the floor and thinking. Sometimes came to me my sister, we was together in one class. She asked me if Im allright and sometimes said me something like:

„Boys said me that you sit here like a dead girl."

„You just sit here and not perceive nobody. Something whisper to yourself and that's all"

I had mess in my head and sometimes I thinking about suicide.

In this time, 1D really helped me. I was just a big fan girl with 1D T-shirts, bags, bracelets books, etc..

My classmates called 1D gays or five faggot brothers.

I trying ignored it but everytime everybody laugh and I was kinda angry cuz I dont understood, why they do it.

They destroyed my 1D art what I draw when we had a lunchtime. I gone out of my class with my classmate and when I came back, my art was destroyed. Specifically Harry.

Another day one of boys said: „hey! Give me your 1D bag! I want see it burn!

Next day I found my 1D bag kinda destroyed. Louis and Niall had holes in necks and Niall had scars on his cheeks.

The most embarrassed was when me and few my classmates was in another class all one hour. When we came back, my another classmate laugh and I don't know why.

She said "Boys read your 1D book!"

I was shocked! I had one 1D book (big writing pad) where I write everything about my feeling and about 1D and my dreams and my poems about Niall or 1D.