Submission 956

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I get bullied because of my issues. I have schizophrenia, anxiety, Tourettes and a phobia of germs. It's a lot to cope with but I manage. The bullying is the hard part. My Tourettes are physical. I roll my eyes and flex my neck and back, and I sometimes make noises. My germ phobia means I hate being touched unless it's at my own will eg a hug. People think this is just me being rude but I absolutely hate being touched and people find it hilarious. My schizophrenia is the worst though because it's impossible to hide when I'm constantly talking to myself. I get angry easily because of it and people tend to find this funny and annoy me. People found out about my schizophrenia because I strangled this boy in the year below at school and my friend pulled me off. The voices told me too do so, plus, I was very angry. I have a few friends but I do get bullied often and it's only verbal, just to annoy me. Sometimes it gets too me. But I have never hurt myself due to it. I have a lot of anxiety build up due to when I was 7 a lot of bad things happened too me sexually. Some people who I have shared the story with don't believe me or twist it so I'm not going into it. But I did get called the school 'slut' in my first year of high school. I still get bullied now but don't tell anyone even my friends and I don't know what to do.



ADVICE: If you're getting bullied. Don't hurt yourself because that isn't the answer


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