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Well i dont know if i exactly can call this bullying but i will share it anyways. Im struggeling with social anxiety which makes it hard for me to go to school. One day i received a call from my bestfriend telling me that people are calling me fat, and saying that i eat candy everyday. And they dont want to be on team with me. My friend told me because she didnt want me to find out from anybody else(she wanted to protect me). Let me just say im not the skinniest, i have always struggeled with my weight.

When the phone call was over i was confused and sad. I went into my room and cried. Nobody else was home at rhe moment.

Depression hit me but it was not bad and went over.

Since i was barely at school because of my problems, i decided to tell the class that a little bit about my problems aka my anxiety. Or someone did it for me telling them that i had social anxiety and that it was hatd for me to talk to people. Later on i found out that people were saying that it was not theyre fault that i had social anxiety(of course it was not) and that i should just come and talk to them if i wanted to. They clearlt did not understand what social anxiety means. Well the months went and i started middle school(which is when you are 13 here where i live)

I dont know if this is/was bullying.

Today i still struggle with depression, Anxiety and had a phase of selfharm but i am getting better.

And to anybody else struggeling with something, it gets better.

Stay strong.


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