Hiya, I'm Ellie and this is my story. It all started when I was 7 it started off as petty things like name calling or dirty looks. People would call me fat or stupid and being 7/8 I was really upset about it. When I was 9 I got into my first fight, with a bully(1) who had been bullying me since I was 7. Everyone around me cheered her on and I ended my with a couple of bruises and a skint knee.
When I was 10 everything when down hill. I was sexually abused for 6 months. Since I was so young when it started I didn't really understand what was happening so I didn't know it was wrong but at the 4 month stage a started to realise that what abuser was doing was wrong. Everything came out in sexual education when I broke down into tears and all my classmates wondered what was wrong. I told my teacher(1) what happened and she was shocked. The school phoned my mum who was worried sick and I cried so much. The police came round to my house the same night I wanted delatials. I was hard to give them but I did after a lot of tears on my mum and mys behalf.
The next day I had to go to the police station and I was sat in a room with two police officers on my own. I was 10 for hevans sake. I was so scared but I got through this one with out crying but I had to be booked for a medical test. It was so distressing. On top of that I was still being bullied at school, name calling and things like that.
After about two weeks I started cutting. I was one of those people who awash said I won't ever cut them I found my self but I cut in my arm then littered on my stomach. You can still see them and it's been two years. I also stated developing suicidal feelings.
Since then I've been and seen a councillor and now I'm back to seeing one after a flashback bright it all back. I I have also discoved my sexuality which is pansexual and I literally fell out the closet. I also questioned my gender and I'm still not sure if I'm female or male.
But to sum it all up I am getting better I'm starting just to ignore the bullies and focus on my friends and writing.
Please remember it gets better!!
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Non-FictionBullying is a very serious issue that effects the lives of many. I hope that by many of us sharing our personal stories, it will not only help victims realize that they are not alone, but also help bullies realize how strongly their actions and word...
